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blog, bloggie.. im sorry i neglected you.

so much has been going on.. well.. school, school, work.
thats it.

this is the exciting life of me. I have nothing funny or witty to say. try again later.


deuces.

some more days.

Day 26 →? Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
yes. i mean i wouldnt actually do it, but ive felt pretty low at times. thank God i have an amazing support system around me.


Day 27 →? What’s the best thing going for you right now?
I am employed and i am going to school. its not the best or best paying job, but i love what i do, and like i said.. i have a job. cant complain when im not part of that unemployed statistic. Within the next to years i hope to move out and get my own place, then begin working as a nurse.

I guess ive got a future going for me.

Day 28 →? What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
I guess i'd do what i have to do. prepare to be a mom.
just for the record, i dont plan on having kids for a long time (though its one of my dreams to be a mom, and cant wait to have kids of my own).

Day 25

Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

I really don't know what to say to this... maybe because my heart continues to beat, and i breathe. I dont know.. i just get up and start my day. It's going to come whether i like it or not.

I guess i don't do enough risky things that could possibly end my life. crap.
maybe i should take up base jumping. or bull riding.

Day 24

Day 24 →? Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)



This is to me.. when im old and wrinkly.



Crash into me - Dave Matthews Band
Vertigo - U2
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne
Cupid Shuffle - Cupid
Konstantine - Something Corporate
My Girl - The Temptations
Swim - Jack's Mannequin
Hands and Feet - Audio Adrenaline
Big House - Audio Adrenaline
Slice - five for fighting/American Pie - Don McLean



1. one of my all time favorite songs.. from one of my favorite bands. it never ever gets old
2. some special memories with this one.. seems like an odd choice.. but it takes me back.
3. reminder to myself to always be confident and bad ass
4. gotta keep dancing. cupid shuffle never fails me.
5. another of my fave songs. everything about something corporate is amazing. oh the memories with something corporate
6. i really like motown or 'oldies' music. plus.. this song makes me think of my dad :)
7. this is remind myself to keep moving.. to keep swimming. to never give up.
8. I have an idea in my head of who i want to be. this song asks me.. are you being that person? are you the hands and feet of God?
9. since this is to old me.. old me, remember the awesome house thats waiting for you. :)
10. These songs make me think of how things used to be.. yes way before my time, but i sort of wish i couldve lived in that time... when ''rock n roll was young and people stood in line".. and American Pie,once again... makes me think of my dad. We sing this one together.. :)

wtf.

ok so again.. my links don't work. i don't know whats up with this thing.. lets creep some more and see what we can find.
success.. im just going to post all 30 freaking days right here so that in the future i wont have to pull out my inner stalker again...

Day 01 →? Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 →? Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 →? Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 →? Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 →? Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 →? Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 →? Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 →? Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 →? Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 →? Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 →? Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 →? Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 →? A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 →? A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 →? Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 →? Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 →? A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 →? Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 →? What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 →? Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 →? (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 →? Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 →? Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 →? Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 →? The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 →? Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 →? What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 →? What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 →? Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 →? A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.


OK. now.. day 23...
Day 23 →? Something you wish you had done in your life
this is going to sound SO lame.. but, i wish that i had really gone over the top for spirit week back in high school. you could dress and act crazy and no one cared. missed out on my chance to act like a fool in public and get away with it.

and were back!

after doing some creeper work.. i found someone else whos posted all 30 days.

here we go ... again..



Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

slacked off.. well i didnt slack off... but i wish i hadnt taken it to easy with my school work back in high school. if id tried a little harder, i could maybe have been an early admit to the nursing program and be closer to graduation.

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so i WAS going to update and post some more 30 days of truth, but my links dont work. wtf mates?