Day 10

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know

this is kind of mean.. id say some of the annoying people i cant stand. which are few and far between, but they do exist. i cant single out names, so to whomever you are,
this posts for you.

Day 9

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

this has sadly happened with some of my friends from high school. between college, jobs and moving.. i dont see much of them anymore. Some im not as close with.. others i just dont talk to much anymore. that makes me sad, you normally dont just drop people like that.

Im trying to get back to there.. but its a two way street.

Day 8

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

i cant really say that anyones "treated me like shit". I could say my volleyball coach back in high school didnt care for me and i kne it.. because she sat me on the bench and stuff...
I can be pretty hard on myself sometimes...
sometimes he gets mean.. but i know he doesnt mean it.. its partially my fault.

Day 7

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

you may find this self-centered, narcissistic, conceited... but id say me. I have my whole life ahead of me, with big plans for my future...

not to say its a one man show. many people have added to my life and i have been insanely blessed.. but really.. .Im living my life for me. i keep myself going day in and day out.

Maybe this should be rephrased as, who made you who you are?

that would be my family.. my amazingly awesome family.

Day 6

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

So im going to school to be a nurse. I know that types of things i will have to do, or b e expected to do in my line of work. But since i have never before done CPR, i sort of hope that i never have to. Though i would if the situation arose. i hope that i have a valve mask too...

im sure theres many more things i hope i never have to do, this is just the first thing that came to mind..

i may add more later.
but for now.. OFF TO CASEVILLE! :D

Day 5

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

There's been a lot of talk at work lately about... BABIES. my boss just went on maternity leave, and another co-worker is expecting. I wouldnt be surprised if someone else decided to have another :)
so lately weve been taking about babies a lot. the horror stories, the beautiful moments. though it scares the crap out of me when Yulonda tells me about here sisters 12 POUND monster of a baby that like wrecked her bladder... i love hearing them tell me, 'oh, youll never guess what Lilly said today".
I hope that in mylifetime, i get to be a mom. I am in NO rush to have children, but i cant wait until i have a little brood of my own. I just hope theyre well behaved ;)

Day 4

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

its something really studpid.. but ive held on to it for a while.
to be a vague as possible. its to a girl at work, for something that happened almost 2 years ago.
nothing major, just something that pissed me off.

letting go..

Day 3

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

i really dont know on this one. Im nto saying im perfect (im FAR from it) but something i have to forgive myself for?..
ok, way back.. in like.. sophomore-junior year of high school.. i went to an audio adrenaline concert. I bought a disposable camera to take, but i left it in the car (because i was like, who really thakes these things to concerts?). well at that concert i ended up getting pulled on stage and sharing the mike with the lead singer and totally playing to the crowd.

zero proof. camera was in the car. *face smack*

yes. that is the best i can come up with.

Day 2

Day 2: something you love about yourself.

this is hard. picking out something i like, let alone love... hmmm.
I love how i can get along with most anyone. theres very few people that i cant stand. I like that im a likeable person that is easy to get along with. Its kind of awesome when someone youve hung out with a total of one time says "youre fun, i like you, lets hang out again!"

I like that i can have a girls night, or hang with the guys. I can be with old people at work, my friends, or kids. Would that make me flexible as a friend?

Day 1

a paper blog, or diary is so much easier to keep than an online blog. its easier to pull out a book and scribble on the pages as opposed to go down stairs to the computer, hope that no one is on, log on to blogger, wait for pages to load, and then type something, fix typing errors, and then finally post.. only to realize you forgot to title it, or theres still typing errors.

I think im making it out to be more work than it actually is. these days me, and most people are on the computer alot.. i just dont believe myself to be an excellent blogger.

anywho, yesterday i worked, then came home, worked out and then justin took me out to the movies. i finally saw toy story! and i loved it! we then came home so i could kick his butt in wii bowling, and he could kick mine in golf and baseball. he basically threw a no hitter in baseball, what the eff.

so in reading my cousins blog, and i think im going to copy her and start doing the thirthy days of truth challenge..
you can read all the days here.

and here we go, with DAY 1.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
I could take the easy way out on this one and say my nose.. i dont find it to be of satisfactory shape, it widens when i smile.. but since im telling the truth here.. ill say...
i let things get to me too easy. whether its stress from work/school, or jealousy, or someone clicking their pen. i cant just go with it and let things be. I need to ..i dont know.. control myself better, and not let the little things get to me so much. no one wants to be around someone thats that uptight. I think ive been getting better though, at least im trying.

:/

don't you just hate it when someone else steals your thunder?
when others forget about what youre doing just cause someone has half the same idea as you?


grr.

once again.

ive said this before, but i love dancing. i love watching all sorts of dance, they require such commitment and skill. I myself, however, am NOT a dancer. I dont have the beautiful graceful movements of a natural dancer. I wish that i did.
that being said, i still like to dance. :)

I really enjoy good music, good dancing put-on-my-boogie-shoes music. Combine these two things and in my mind im a dancing freak.

sorry, im on a bith of a natural high at the moment. I just finished a good workout immediately followed by a long hot shower, so im a little euphoric. :)

I know its only 5 in the afternoon, but it felt right to don my pj's. i think im going to veg out the rest of the day.

GOD, i love having the house to myself!

suggestion box

i've been told i need a hobby. whatever.
so im takng suggestions of fun things and/or hobbies for me to do. Im not sure how well that will work though, because you need to enjoy your hobbies, hence, WHY you do them.

some suggestions thus far have been
stripping (no, sorry)
pole dancing (see first response)
quilting
needle point
power walking.

maybe my new hobby can be... hobby hunting.
Id love to go wakeboarding again, but i lack the boat, board, and lake to do it with. :(

i hate having to fill my time, i never know what to fill it with.

synonyms

so yesterday i saw a turtle crossing the road. it was a very big turtle.

so when telling the story later on i, naturally, used as many embellishing words as possible.

"MOM, i saw this turtle today, and it was big.. no huge.. mammoth."

this led me to think of other words meaning BIG.

lets list them:

ample, sizeable, galactic, capacious, colossal, enormous, elephantine, gargantuan, jumbo, vast, immense, whopping, walloping, macro/macroscopic, monolithic, monstrous, volumonous, brobdingnagian (yeah, apparently its a word, and it means big... who knew), and my personal favorite.. BEHEMOTH.

synonyms are so fun... i mean 'such merriment'.

thanks

so i've got an ear infection. just in time for the holiday weekend. oh thats okay.. ill be working anyway.

i am excited that my dad got mom a wii for her birthday, but it sucks having to wait 4 hours before the remotes are fully charged :/

gah, well what shall i do today. nothing. maybe think of and write a better blog.

bai.